Saturday, January 31, 2009

give up.

woah, sensitivity.
something needs to help me tone it down.

even i find it ridiculous.
holy, hormones.

meet the two emotions.


sorry people within my presence.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

swarm swarm swarm.

it's bitter outside, biting really is it is.
thankfully ace and krissy bare with me in the morn.
can't wait to smell without sniffles.
and breathe without fog coming out.
and most of all walk whenever i want, wherever, with anyone, at any time.

decided to embrace my time.
im taking advice, given to me so long ago.
can't wait to just RELAX.

generally when I'm not with certain people, i feel alone.
only because they are the ones i want to be with.
i have trouble focusing on here and now.
this will come to an end?

ps: i love all the people in my life right now, the ones i spend time with
or make time to talk to, or talk about, are more important than they know.
i hope they know.

this is what i should be doing..

im amidst the mess, back to it.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

2008 lists are long overdue in my head.

my favorite things in 2008:

* the countless evenings, with blankets, pillows, snuggling on a couch, laughing, watching multiple movies with my favorite girl in the world.

* new music, new artists, new taste.

* kafe hus. the hilarity, the anger, the countless discussions, the unforgettable moments, the customers and most of all the bond of the kafe "family".

* late nights, early mornings, basically enjoying every second, and most of all cuddling, all with my boy.

* damien rice.

* time consumption.

* watching pride and prejudice as much as possible.

* watching movies as much as possible.

* the brigade and the countless wild antic's we partake in.

* sleep.

* scott campbell and his continuous delightful artwork.

* last but not least, andy hull and all his musical endeavors.



Tuesday, January 6, 2009

health 101.

i marked todays date down.
things have only begun to change.
you really don't know what you have got till its gone, and sometimes it doesn't even go, it's just been taken, or worse than that restricted.

i need to research the human body more, i want to know it all.