little bribes.

my smile is shining through alot lately,

i can feel summer coming.

the twenties are coming, music feels right,

i bought beautiful shorts and already pulled out the sandals.

i have three days off in a row, for time to relax.

its like a vacation, without leaving.

almost as good, i don't feel i need to leave right now.

boy, oh boy.

i am geniually really happy right now.

i have been becoming closer with some freinds, and everyday

i realize more and more what amazing people they are.

and the new people in my life, i'm so glad to have met.

this is a change, a new change, a really good change.

i just keep smiling.

who is your humble

fact: i'm in love andy hull, and the three unreleased songs i heard of his today.

fact: i don't like it when people ignore others.

fact: i had a lovely evening, just driving around listening to good ol' brand new with miss mary. it reminded me of ol' times, and i felt carefree. 

fact: i'm gonna try and not let shit get to me.

fact: i'm still very very upset over the fact that that i was not in minneaplois last week, swooning over andy hull in the station 4 club. fuck.

fact: things are gonna start changing and im really scared, i think i'm one of those things.

fact: i'm really tired all the time, and need more sleep than  i have been getting.

canonball.

im keeping everything inside of me.

i can feel it today.

it actually hurts.

anatomy.

all my muscles are tightening,

im losing.

and i want to, but i don't know how to win.

it's gonna be a long fucking week.

it's only been monday for an hour an seven minutes..

grey weather.

recongnize beauty and ugliness is born.

recongnize good and evil is born.

is and isn't produce each other.

hard depends on easy,

long is tested by short,

high is determined by low,

sound is harmonized by voice,

after is follwed by before.

i want to breathe this book in, hoping i received it all when exhaling. 

things have been all over the place lately.

blahhhh.

btw: if you love earth, animals and documentaries,

go see disney earth.