ughh

the last three days i've near gone insane.

FUCK YOU REGINA

less yesterday, more today

fuck, life is flying by

i may be only nineteen years old

but..

im done first year uni

planning my future

working toward my career

in fantastic committed realtionship

have marvelous friends and family

not quite broke yet

have plenty of possessions

and all my limbs

as of now for the last one...

these four exams in one week are taking a large toll on my wrists and fingers.

they may fall off by friday, hopfully not i need something to hold my gazillion drinks i will endure.

fucking islam exam, i wrote 17 pages in an hour and a half...

its all worth it in the end.

still lovin life.

monday..

school is hard, and almost over.

year one almost complete, six more to go?

im more excited for what is going to happen during those years,

than actually reaching the end of them.

i love my life, and im crazy in love.

reading week

vacation.

fresh air.

hugs and kisses.

fast moving yellow lines.

big buildings and bright skys.

people.

new and exciting.

kisses.

king size beds.

so many tacos...

starbucks.

airplanes and airports.

palm trees.

baggage.

ocean.

love of my life.

highways and interstates.

twinkle in our eyes.

valentines.

zoo animals.

whataburger.

icecream.

hottub.

hugs and kisses.

mexicans.

sick.

holding hands.

reading.

fresh air.

vacation.

sailing by silverships

im pretty sure i am going on a large female musican binge

jenn grant, laura marling, taylor swift, regina... list goes on

i also found this some on hypemachine, god lord its wonderful..

its crazy that something as simple as a song can make you feel complete

for even the two or three mintues that it lasts.

i love music.

i miss gimli, the people and the noise.

can't wait to move back, but im gonna miss this place.

this area, the time.

i love you alloway appartment, dont ever think differently.

yee haw!

im leaving on saturday to figure out if...

and i can't wait, valentines day away with my baby!

what a treat it is

reading other posts, i havent been on a constant musicain binge.

its gonna start, im thinking maybe a little weepies, more new dashboard (so good), feist, and well we shall see what my ipod on shuffle throws at me.

i got a new camera, canon powershot for the trip to texas and meixco, which is in 17 days! I can't wait to go, spend time with my man away, and to use my new baby to take coutless photos.

but for now, school work and more school work. really all it is, is academic writing, blahh! but im not gonna complain, for a full course load my work load is considerably light, or maybe i just mke it that way... with my procrastination.

anywase, back to procrastinating..

found this picture today, tis neat.

plam bay 2:48?

i got some wear eyelid bruise type deal going on, very unpleasnt.

not sure how i got it, or why, but i try and hide it.

but i know what will cure it, seeing TEGAN AND SARA TONIGHT!

woo!

twothousandandten

i feel so distant, not being here in so long, and reading old posts, so werid.

life was so different and complicated only a year ago, not that it's not difficult now, but in a different way. i have such different problems and feelings.

today, currently 2010, i've never been in such a point in my life, happniess wise and production wise. i can't help but to be grateful for all that i have right now, and will try and prove that this year real hard.

my freinds at the current moment, i think will remain in my life for the rest of my life, im so comfortable, and not the kind where im just okay and this could work, im like in the crack of a couch, cuddling with my certain someone and want to stay this way forever.

im gonna try and put some posts up, make it a priority.

and i guess this is a must, resoultions for 2010:

but before i do, lets replce the word resoultions and say, things i'll try harder at..

- eating healthier, healthier lifesytle.

- work out more often, keeping pyshically fit

- focus on people in my life

- manage my expenses better

- live, laugh, love

- build realtionships with freinds

- and spend as much time with the love of my life, because i know hes for good.

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