that time.

i woke up this morning, after 8 hours of sleep. which never happens.
the dark circles under my bagged eyes were still there.
i cried out "dark circles go away" and my mother responded with,
"I BOUGHT YOU MEDICATION FOR THAT". clearly it didn't help..

the start of appreciation:

1. air
2. my organs, somehow even with mine, i am living. so i appreciate the fact their keeping me around for a while.
3. the sun and its abundance of heat, not to mention i love the way it shines.
4. people, as much as i say sometimes i don't like certain people, or certain types of people, i really do. i love how every person is their own, no one or nothing like them, it blows me away.
5. art. every form, in any way, by anyone. its all amazing.
6. peanut butter, just because it is the shit above all shit.
7. fair trade and it's products, it's a good cause, and its delicious.
8. blankets, pillows and beds. really there's not much to top how much i appreciate these things at the end of the day.
9. advice, whoever its from, however it comes, whatever it's about. always appreciated.
10. affection, i love knowing how people feel. i appreciate it when a person can show me how they feel rather than always saying. no matter the emotion.

10-20 to come.


oh jones, you always get my hopes up.

oh well, go to change, off to bowling.
love it, love it, love it.
ughh, i need to clean my room. i wouldn't be able to tell now if animals lived in here. gosh, why isn't this kind of stuff self cleaning!